In the wise words of Sinead O'Connor, "The job of an artist is to be themselves at any cost." This sentiment resonates deeply with me, as I constantly navigate the practice of staying true to myself in a world that often pressures us to conform.
Discovering my true identity didn't happen overnight. Like many creatives, I spent years conforming to societal expectations, trying to fit in and please others. It wasn't until I took a leap of faith and moved halfway across the world to Australia that I began to break free from this cycle. Little did I know, painting would become the vehicle for my journey of self-discovery.
Recently, I took some time away from the studio to visit my family and friends in London. While I cherish these trips, they also bring emotional challenges, forcing me to confront my past self. I often wonder if my solitude in the studio is a form of healing or avoidance.
Returning to the UK can feel like stepping into a different time and version of myself, with old expectations and demons resurfacing. Yet, amidst the discomfort, I've gained valuable perspective. I've come to realize that living authentically means making choices that align with who I am, even when that is hard.
As someone who chose to relocate, I've grappled with feelings of guilt. However, I've come to understand that prioritizing my own happiness is not selfish—it's essential. We each have our own paths to navigate, and it's impossible to please everyone.
I firmly believe that true magic happens when we create from a place of authenticity. So, let others be themselves, and let yourself shine. Thank you for joining me on this journey.
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